alright im back here blogging. hmm. received back my results, thou i improved,but it wasnt alot i guess. i only got one A. gosh.

well, all of us got promoted to sec4H o8! hees. im counting down to the day of O lvl chinese, til tt time then can i really relax lol. and ytd the relief teacher was like treating us as prisoners like tt. wan go find teacher also cannot. grrs. nvm. i have loads of chinese homework, with the list of holidays homework tt i received ytd. rawwrs. alot alot!!

today mum came back form the salon and gave me a shock. == she went to dye her hair red-orange. lols. luckily is quite dark those kind. lols. going to bugis again with mum later on. hee i wan get my skinnie. x)

and there's something which i wanna say. i dont want to get into a relationship now yea? hee.

BYE!


hmm nothing to blog about actually, and my O lvls chinese are just looming about the horizon. its just NEXT WEDNESDAY? gosh. its hard to keep up with the class, esp with my standard still being one of the last in class. i wonder if i will be able to secure an 'A'

god man. this whole week of school, practically from the first lesson till last lesson of the day we are having CHINESE for lessons, while my other classmates are ENJOYING every single bit of their time. imagine teacher today, just gave us 7 essay topics for us to write on. ahh~

could say im fully packed for the holidays, and moreover our holiday doesnt start till 9 of october, which means half a month more to go. two weeks extension programme. gosh

#1. after two weeks extension, it will be the dance camp. and we have to rush out a dance tee.
#2. after dance camp im meeting up with my study group to rush homework (if im self disciplined enough)
#3. very soon after the third week of november, i'll be heading to Taiwan for one whole week. (hehs. im going visit those night markets and ximenting AGAIN!)
#4. when i come back we will be kept occupied with seemingly never ending dance practices
#5. perhaps making another genting trip
#6. SHOPPING! hehs. sinful indulges of mine.


there's something which im wishing or is yearning to do
-take up guitar lessons
-i wanna LEARN jap and french language.

but, it seems kinda impossible. the words that my mum throw back to me are always - next time when you grow up ==


im going to be a SEC4 student soon!!!! 4H'08 <3


Early in the morning of monday met up with the rest at 9pm, yishun. i was the first to reach kay! dont always say me late. hee. headed with the rest of 13 ppl - celesta, nicolette, germain, anne, jiexin, yoonghin, edwin, kaixun, thomas, matthew, chinyuk, roger, samuel ;D left anybody out? almost all the TTT ppl? haha!



hahas. first time went with such a big group of people. reach harbourfront about 10 like that, ate abit at the nearby coffeeshop and headed for sentosa by monorail. well, the guys brought those juggling clubs, volleyballs and etc, while the girls help them took lots of photos. == hahah



reach sentosa around 10+ or 11, played all the way till 4+ or 5, and i must say, the guys very hao4 se4! LOL. later see the picts and you will know why. hahas. everybody was sunburnt, i was the worst among the girls despite puting sunbloack. jiexin got burned into charcoal lols! cause he FELL ASLEEP there on the beach two times. one time on his back while the other on his front. hahah.



dinnered at vivo, walked around that toyRus and we headed home. hee. (:






im DAMN DAMN DAMN ANGRY with my IDIOTIC brother and my mum.

once got home today from sentosa, the first thing when i stepped into house was to hear her SCREAMING away at me. what. BIG DEAL ar. just because i got sunburnt?! please luh. go sentosa purpose is to get sunburnt. ask me bring umbrella.

okkay. dampened my mood enough, just screamed at her say 'i RATHER NOT COME HOME' slammed my room door, played some games. now is my that IDIOTIC bro starting to disturb me. mum asked him about some programming stuffs, i and DONT UNDERSTAND WHY he CHOSE to use MY comp to install the programme and teacch her how to use when HE himself have his OWN COMP. obviously enough, he doesnt wans my mum to use his comp next time and tts why used MINE.

come in my room already made me pissed off, started to meddle with my things and then i YELLED back at him. TOUCH WHAT TOUCH LA. then still find those old fueds to complain to mum. say only teach my mum about some simple stuffs, which took up my whole of my half and HOUR. damned.

sorry, im VERY ANGRY. i wanted to lash it out all here before i get more irritated and somemore, im at msn, and may even scold them. lol =x anyway, dont even try telling my bro about what i written here. hmm fine now. sentosa will be bloggin at a later time (:

you call this a HOME?
i call it a rented flat wherre i just spent my nights at.


hahas. back to blogging. have been out for lunch with the sec4 peeps after school. lols. yesterday went to town (again) with them again! hahas. but this time went to far east plaza first before going to bugis. hees.






im totally pissed off.

how sure are you to say that whatever i say, whatever i do im refering to myself?
how sure are you that i've got hatred within me?
how sure are you that what im doing is to get back at him?
how sure are you that ive changed?
how sure are you that im a sadist as what you called?
how sure are you?

and moreover, you need a good wake up call.
its not i wan to sound so harsh and straight forward.
but are you able to get this in?

i said NO. means no.
no chance.
get it?
what's the point of you dwelling in it?
no point trying to be what there for me silently all these.
i dont take a damn for that.
i have to be cruel to be kind. ok?

i dont wan a stalker.
you've totally changed.
change into someone that im scared of.
your actions are making me feel weird, and i dont find it comforable in the least way.

everybody would think they have matured. including you of course.
but.
look back to your actions.
everything you did.
which of those things are no kidish?

another thing i want to wake you up to, is that this is the society. not in the world of anime or comics.
im not as innocent as what you think okay?
neither do you have to try play hero or whatever.
trying to become everybody's emotional bin or what.
can you differentiate the real world from anime?

all i can say is, im pissed off by what you did.
to others, you may think that i seem harsh. but. i have my reasons to put it this way.
its getting to my limit.
stop those actions.


hahas. decided to come to blog first before my debt for this blog accumulates up and taddaas. very soon migh bcome dead blog. lol.

today got back the papers, failed geog, last in class for chinese(as expected), and im most sastisfied with my amaths. :D ok luhh. consider i got a grade of E8 for my Amaths in th first semester? hahas. but eventually my overall got pulled down to 68, B3 ==



well, decided to blog on something after contemplating over it for quite a while. this post most of you maybe would not understand. hees. then dont read ba~ LOL

anyway, it all ended. we are not getting P.A.-ed anymore. after going one big round, it all ended. perhaps, even the same way too. i woke up in the morning to see her display nick. she's feeling terribly upset, a feeling that i cant put through words. i was a onlooker in this case. i saw things on the clear side of view; my case, though it was the same, yet i cant see through. we all knew it so clearly, yet sometimes.. everything just turned to hate.

we were told, it was the best for us. i understood her case, but not mine. we knew it wasnt a lie, but somehow.. we felt cheated. fooled. thoroughly. regardless of the time, it left a scar there. something that cannot be undone; something that only time can heal. shant not elaborate anymore, but we came to a conclusion- guys from PA are all the same. from the start till the ending. is there any difference?

anyways, STAY STRONG my dear.=D i'll always be there for you. if you need a shoulder, just tell me and i'll gladly lend you. its tough to get through. i know and i understand. (: but rmb, there's aint just one guy in the whole universe. (:


today went to bugis again. lols but this time with nicolette celesta GERMAIN kaixun edwin jiexin and chingyuk. lols. as it was raining, we went to seiyu walk walk before going to eat at PastaMania. lol



im back to BLOG :D

today went over to kaxun's house to play mahjong. hahas. but got woken up by nicolette's call. LOL. i thought it was 10 but is already 12noon. lols so rushed out, lunch at macs and went to kaixun's house le.

well, his parents are quite humourous. loll. and we got abit tensed up when playin with his sister. i very long never play le ma. then at first keep losing. lols but behind i won quite alot. :D second winner of the day. kaixun won cause got his sister help him play! hahas. anyway, IM NOT QUIET! lol

went home at 6+ and bought some straws from giftland. hees cure my boredom at home, not a bad idea. dinnered at foodcourt and went home.

heehee. going to bugis again tmr, with germain and nicolette and cel, and others lahhs. (: yea im going to get my psp. passed it to my cousin's cousin to upgrade it and my mum gave me money to buy a 4GB memory stick for it. hehs. xD IM HAPPY TODAY! and im going sentosa on tuesday. finally~ hmm but im looking for people to go swimming. hmm


hmm. popped over to nicolette's blog and saw this. lols. no choice, gotta do. x)

Rules of the game:

Each player of this game starts off with ten weird things or habits or little known facts about yourself. People who get tagged must write in a blog of their own ten weird things or habits or little known facts as well as state this rule clearly. At the end you must choose six people to be tagged and list their names. No tagbacks!

1. i dont drink tea nor coffee. xD unique eh?
2. i have a very strong sense of curiousity. hahas
3. SWEETs 100% in my bag everyday to school!
4. i do have mood swings~! just that i dont let you see. HAH!
5. i do stuffs as and when i feel like. TRALALAA
6. i love trying out adventurous stuffs. hees
7. HORROR films are the best xD haha
8. i dislike people who try to manipulate me. RAWR
9. i get bored easily. heehe. try asking inez about it :D
10. i hate being compared to people. JASLIN is JASLIN :D

so, the 6 people are:
# GERMAIN
# INEZ
# SHUHUI
# JENIN
# CELESTA
# EMILY

no tag backs!


today went to my uncle house for my cousin, kailing's, birthday party. hahas. shall not elbaorate more, pict speaks more than words. met so many people that i have not seen for quite a while hees. my cousin's cousins. LOL

this i made one okkays. a dog. my bro's one he make it till it looked like a GIRAFFE instead. LOL.

anyway, happy birthday to ZHIYAN too (:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

hmm. last minute decided to went out with nicolette to bugis. anyway edwin, there was a miscommunication. == paisehhs.

walked around bugis and went to eat. omg i wan a skinny jeans. hahas. ate the the foodcourt, and chinping joined us. since me and nicolette alrdy walk finish bugis le. so we decided to go to far east plaza. mode of transport is BUS 11. LOL. in case those who dont understand, we walked ffrom bugis to orchard where far east plaza is.





YAYS! MUMMY ITS OVERRRRR~!

say goodbyes to BK
say goodbyes to my BOOKS.

hahah. practically whole of this week i was constantly mugging at BURGER KING for everyday and i was there for like between 4 to 7 hours. == and worst thing is to have BK for meals. god man. hahahs. muggers are nicolette celesta and many many others :D

i would say BK nearly turned into a place for cchy muggers. those who went there would know. most of the time around 5/7 of the people there were from cchy. funny thing is, sec2 studies in the afternoon, sec3 study there at night. LOL.


koped their straws and made stars cause im too bored. haha. i even fell asleep there yesterday. lol


SUNDAY
last sunday, instead of staying at home to mug for BIO, i went to BUGIS to eat seoul gardens. hehs. of course, it was my brother's treat tt why we went and the bill came up to $88 for 3 of us. lol.

anyway, its abit lag thou. paiseh! and ohya, better minimise the volume. its loud. haha

hahaha. this is the video mi and shuhui was talking about. lols! i shall repeat what happened tt time. it was about shuhui going to bowl that time the guys suddenly shouted show's name like xiao zhu, then alot lahhs. lols. made mi and shuhui keep on laughing but shuhui was affected more. and then i was like saying ''whey! also affect me can~!' hahas.

hmm, you've gotta tilt your necks. hahas.

hmm. today chinese paper no time finish, 20 marks like fly away. dont be too surprised to see me failing chinese. i tried my best =/ anyways, ytd went out study, met quite a few ppl like jingwen zixian yiluan kaixun jiahon and others. hahas. so coincidence. amaths' FINALLY over x)

just came back from school. (:

well yesterday evening went to BK at GV to study. hahahs. to my surprise, they were quite ALOT of cchy de people there. haha. went to meet up with nicolette and celesta, saw people like wenjie, jadrien, shaun, wenbin and alot others lahhs. but dont know their names. lols.

okkay i lost my wallet yesterday (again). found out when i reached BK. == and i lost my wallet last thursday can. hahas. its like not even 7 days and i lost it twice. hahas. at first went back to where i walked past but cant find. interchange passenger service centre also no reports of any wallets. well so i went to study luh.

left BK around 9 and went back interchange ask again. yippes. found x) i think i dropped in on the bus and the bus driver returned it. :D hehs. im lucky!

anyways, love my malay neighbours cause they are always decorating the corridors till so nice where there are special events.

yishun's going for UPGRADING! but estimaed time is 5years. lol. new houses and whole new shopping complex mall :D

anyway guys, sorry if i had replied you abruptly these few days over the msn. cause im REALLY busy. == my status also put busy le ma. exams tmr and i've got so much to mug for. hope you guys understand. its so irritating to keep on walk over to the comp halfway when im engrossed in my studies right? (: if i put busy you better dont talk to me. hehs. xD

hahas. remember this? the times when we always tried to sabo peoples' names down and then hide it somewhere in one of the drawers. LOLS. memories. perhaps im affect by the graduation ceremony for the seniors and i finally realised we are all turning sec4s. and of course, BULLY JUNIORS~! *hehs

lessons as usual. actually wanna make a visit to TTS hospital to visit my bro. he had some unknown blood problem which causes the temp of his blood to rise, but stragely, he had no fever. due to no known causes, he had to stay back for observation for a day and got discharged this morning. lol. HEYYS im a CARING SIS okkay. xD

went home as usual, and did abit of maths. got real lot to go on but now im starting to plan what to do after examinations. LOLS. replies to tags,

chinping and jesny- LINKKED.
mao- hahas. ask the teachers, not us lols. EOYs give project ==
SL-heyhey. JIAYOUUS. (:
eric- LOLS. of course i took it with u unknowing it. hahas. really ma. shuhui also said its gay. HAHA!

anyway, HAPPY CHILDRENS' DAY! i wonder when is grandparents day so i can suan more people. xp