today kaiting shiyun and eeting came my house for a project but in the end went for a haircut halfway. hahas. 4 of us obviously went to cut our hair, and TADA. here is the result.

kaiting had the most drastic change. hahas. stay tuned to us tomorrow in class~! lols. *though some not obvious lahhs. hahas. going continue project already. BYE.


todays the Precfects' Graduation Ceremony for our dearest sec4s who will be leaving the family next year. well, everything was perfect, and today whole day im playing so many many sad songs. nobody cried anyway ==



PICTURES. they mean more than words. but we shall start off with




eeting and me!

well, chinese paper was english was disastrous enough. wasted so much time on planning and came up with a really lousy compo. LOL.

MUG hard guys. (:
tommorow's the graduation day for snrs.
gonna MISS them!

hehs. am im the emcee, gonna SABO people.
:D *evil smiles


okkay. due to some people complaining, i've set the font bigger. is it ok now? need magnifying glass? xD

school's as usual, enjoyed the assembly period. hahas. went to mac after that and homed. well, noticed that nowadays everywhere like nobody one. so scary can! as in nearing the exams period ma. everybody go back study. but its abit too exaggerating?
this is northpoint's mac at 2pm, where most of us left school after the assembly. the usually crowded mac became like this. == lol.

went home, bathed, and went to study again. did most of my maths. hehs. bored. tmr's paper 1 and JIAYOU peeps. x)


well, had been down for some survey these few days by the teachers, during the survey with ms teng i found out mi and jianwei have totally different character. LOL. totally opposite can. hahas.

but then back to the topic again, all these revealing about my inner self and my habits, my way my lifestyle are making mi feel more and more ABNORMAL. well, i have my way. and i manage to survive till today.

i dont really wanna change myself. so many teachers are trying to ask mi adapt to lessons, well that one is still okay. but today received a call, had a chat. i dont wish to change my learning style. it all worked out fine anyway. isnt it? its like everybody have their own way. i know not many people are like me, they dont like to go out study cause they find too many distractions. but to me is different. but after this survey i feel so out of the norm. contradictive yea? nvm i dont know how to put it through. anyway dont worry about me, i know who im mixing with.

i have my reasons for not staying at home to study. i just dont wish to talk about it. haha (:


ohya and another thing. past few days dont eat something wrong or what that im ACTUALLY sensitive to it. i was never sensitive to anything but now my arms are having weird patches of dont know what. its not obvious lahh duhhs. but a week alrdy and it have yet to subside. and my mum says making a visit to doc is just wasting money. ==


anyway guys, sorry for the late post. my keyboard had some problem and now im using the one that matthew lent me. thanks!


you just gave me a cold shoulder, without asking anything. okkay, i did admit that my tone was abit harsh, i may have hurt him by what i said and by how straightfoward i was.

but. if i havent gone straight to the point, would he have known? i tried to do so by trying out other ways, but in the end its all futile. i dont want to give him any false hope. since the moment you told me about it, i've told you my decision.. im sorry, i know i've hurt him, but its like, i have to be cruel to be kind.

its been two days. after what i said, after what he told you as well, you've been giving me the cold shoulder. its not like you dont know me well.. just that, once i made a decision, its hard to change.

to that you, i apologise for those harsh comment. i knew i hurt you, but i hope you understand. im not used to the intense silence. im someone not worth it, someone not as innocent as you thought.

anyway, about jenin's matter, maybe its time i should tell you why she said ''she drift away from youm cause she dont want your stead to misunderstand'' something like tt. due to the fact that its not about me but about jenin and her privacy, look for me. i'll tell you on msn or somehing to explain. DONT jump to conclusions.

anyway, brother always (:


1.(the person who tagged you is…)- EMILY (:
2.(your relationship with him/her is…)- she's my dear x)
3.(5 impressions you have of him/her…)- hmm. cute, blur at times, unique, friendly, helpful :D
4.(the most memorable thing he/she has done for you)- hehs. let me think =p
5.(the most memorable words he/she has said to you)- 'i love you!' lols
6.(if he/she becomes your lover, you will…)- harrts her loads
7.(if he/she becomes your lover, things he/she has to improve on will be)- nah. i just like her the way she is :D
8.(if he/she becomes your enemy, you will…)- its better to have her as my dear. LOL.
9.(if he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be…)- some quarrels?
10.(the most desirable thing you want to do for him/her now is…)- give her a HUG
11.(your overall impression of him/her is…)- KAWAII
12.(how you think people around you will feel about you)- lazy!
13.(the characteristic you love about yourself is…)- hmm.
14.(on the contrary, the characteristic you hate about yourself is…)- being plain stupid.
15.(the most ideal person you want to be is…)- me me myself. =p
16.(for people that care and like you, say something to them…)- SMILE alwaysx
17.(pass this quiz to 10 people that you wish to know how they feel about you)-

#1. zixian
#2. inez
#3. shuhui
#4. emily
#5. edwin
#6 nicolette
#7. germain!
#8. peggie
#9. james
#10. jenin

(who is no.6 having relationship with?) hmm. not sure? =x
(Is no.9 a male or female?)- male of course. no girls wld be b named james ==
(If no.7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing?)- hahas. they aint les and they dont even know each other. lol
(What is no.2 studying about?)- double sci, double humanities (:
(When was the last time you had a chat with no.3?)- if say nice chat would be few days ago!
(What kind of music band does no.8 like?)- opps. dont know
(Does no.1 has any siblings?)- yeayea! one sister. i saw her on webcam. =p
(Will you woo no.3?)- im out of her league. hahaha
(How about no.7?)- yeayea! she's my DARLING
(Is no.4 single?)- yeapps.
(What’s the surname of no.5?)- edwin ONG
(What’s the name of no.10?)- SEOW JEN IN. (jenjen)
(What’s the hobby of no.4?)- daydream? =x
(Do no.5 and 9 get along well?)- err. they dont know each other.
(Where is no.2 studying at?)- cchy
(Say something casual about no.1)- thanks for always being thr :D
(Have you try developing feelings for no.8?)- hahahs. yea! guess the outcome? =x
(Where does no.9 live?)- just opposite school?
(Are no.5 and 1 best friends?)- no comments.
(Does no.7 likes no.2?)- dont think they know who each other is. ==
(How did you get to know no.2?)- schooling, since sec1 (:
(Does no.1 have any pets?)- dont think so bah. he used to torture his eeyore. LOL
(Is no.7 the sexiest person in the world?)- yeaps! why not? hahahs. BABE.

that's all :D dancerrs, great job today!

i hate guys who are very 'sticky'.
you aint a pest, so
DONT be one.
no means no.
it will only get me
more irritated,
at those behaviour of yours.

if you think im talking about you, it may be, it may be not. use your uncommon common sense then. just like how CHANG always used his COW sense. lol

HEYHEYS.

anyway, replies to taggs from my previous blog : white-frost.dot.blogspot.
replies may be VERY long ago. hehs. sorry about that!

agnes, eeting, cheng mun and jeffery- thanks for tagging!
SL- hmm. saw le. just something like 'seah soon lee' no more le. hahaha.(:
joanne- okkays. relinking you soon
ivy- heyhey. updated :D
mandie- geex darling, i've updated x) finally yeahs? lol. jiayous for performance tmr! hearts you loads.
noreen && sinren && nicolette- hmm? sure. linking you soon!
emi- i've updated dear :D
Mrs Sim- LOLS! yeayea. ang mo teng rocks. hahahah.
xiongxiong- WHERE'S MY GUMMY BEAR?!
benz and celesta- LINKING soon too! x) hahas.


anyway, dancers jiayou for tmr's performance!


OMG OMG OMG.

im down for a survey where teacher is going to FOLLOW me around the school (perhaps during recess, and is MR LEE), listen to what topic i chat with my friends and bla bla lahhs. ...

first, he ask mi and jianwei to go out of classroom to chat with us. say got survey and they want to do portfolio of two types of students.

1). Student who is very quiet in class, very hardworking, but still results not good.
2). Student who is very active, but is very lethargic during lessons.

hehs of course, the second one applies to me lahhs. LOL. as i've said, im a STANDARD student. sleep in class derh~ ok fine. then he just said he will be following me around in school, just take him as invisible. at first he say maybe follow us back home. will SHOCK ppl de can. heng dont have. rawwrs. he's gonna stalk mi till tuesday. GOSH man.


anyways, today when returning back home i think i dropped my wallet at the interchange. walk here walk there also cannot find. make mi so anxious. my ez-link's inside! i no money make another kayys. cause lost it before. ask here and there, then finally the topup ezlink de person call me to go over. hahas. SHE"S GOT MY WALLET. omg i love her to death. hahas kidding. somebody found it and pass to her. (: geex.




hmm anyway, im so so so pissed up with zhou lei. ytd dont know what happened to him, and quite a few stepped onto his mines which exploded lahhs. == scold so many of us. whoever's name he know, that person sure got scolded ytd.

just stepped into ava yesterday, do warm up that time then he scold me already. first person to get scolded lol. then keep on say what i havent give his the passport size photo of the dance members to him when he like asked for it a month ago. not my fault okay! mdm yeo said she would do one. ... then he started to compare me to other chairmans in his other schools and bla bla.

halfway warm up then find so many faults in me, or rather some of us. darling got scolded too, and huiting tian yuan all not spared lahhs. heard tt he had a chat with the principal before this which made him unhappy. we are not bins for you to vent your anger. grrs. then during breaktime he suddenly call me i got a shock lo. and my whole handphone dropped to the ground. .. cause of the shock lahhs. drop two times. lol. but still okay, we were allowed to go home early. friday's the performance (:



19 sep.
hehs. i found out that mr vijay very nice. cause i can sleep during lessons! lol. cause i told him before ma, when he uses the projector to teach, i cannot focus and will tend to doze off. well, today no exception. i TRIED. i repeat, i TRIED to stay focus, but in the end. hehs. standard, i fell asleep. and he didnt awake me up afterall. xp


forgotten to bring pe shirt 3 times in a roll for 3 consecutive week. was expecting mr ng to sort of like strangle mi or something. hahahs. but he didnt! asked mi go do my stuffs at canteen can le. but he was mean also. shoo me off when i was trying to play volleyball. rawwrs.


had a practice ourselves after school at sports hall for dance. ehh anyway, guys i know some of you are sort of like unhappy cause you all were asked to dance separately in groups while others of us were watching. i also have no choice. x( but, its all for the performnce afterall right? (: im sorry if i had accidentally raised my voice. im stressed up by teachers


dont know why, i having been able to sleep well for the past week or so. i keep on having dreams every night, and when i finally woke up from it, its like 6 in the morning alrdy. time for school, but it feels like as if i had less than 15min of sleep. everyday like that can! x( nearly asked my mother to let me pon school, but she 100% wont de lahhs. no choice, dragged myself up. the prescription tt doc gave me isnt working. grr.


so what if im still affected by it?
so what.


hmm decided to create a new blog. hahas. the old one has too much memories and stuffs, and with the debt i owe to all. LOL. sorry for not updating so many days. hehs. and im not going to update them xp bahhs.

i dont wanna talk about the past, or rather im lazy. hahaha. so i'll just blog the stuffs staring from today. and i got myself a new comp! the CPU is just about the size of my amaths textbook. <3>

hmm. should i make this blog private or? bahhs. anyway, update some other time. im TIRED. goodnights!